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As usual i don't know how to make an opening *honestly* But who cares? I'm listening to Katy Perry right now and I'm using my new laptop. I feel like nothing will go worse *except that my homework terlajak banyak and here I am , BLOGGING* 

I think I'm just going to talk a little bit here. 

Sometimes, I feel really annoyed of others. It's not like I can't understand them. But their actions and reasons are somewhat .. gahhhh.... 

Like, for example, I really don't like having matching things with other girls. I feel it's really unnecessary and not interesting. I like if there was some differences in that. Well, it's  boring if we keep the let's-have-matching things-because-we-are-best friends! Seriously..... 

*i feel like an antagonist right now*

But sometimes, I felt a great feel of fear and insecurity when I'm facing those people. There's always be a group of people that we thought are our friends but end up bad-mouthing us behind our back. I really think that , it shouldn't happen. The moment where we share the same classroom, exchange smiles and share secrets, that moment, we have become friends. And there you go, start to tell those unpleasant stories about others. 




What if that person really trusts you? What if that person really treasures you as a friend? Aren't that really mean in some way?

No matter how many times I faced those people, I felt it's really twisted. You hate others because of their flaws. I mean it's really messed up.

And I'm scared of those people the most. We never know when they will stab us behind our back, and we, never realized it. It's scary. 

But, no matter how hard I think. We are just humans. With mistakes,flaws, and bad and good sides too. But of course, it's not ok to betray others like that. Don't make that as an excuse and start to apologize to those who you have hurt. 

Embrace your mistakes and fix them.

Better than running away right :)




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