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Posted on Tuesday, November 29, 2016 at November 29, 2016 | 0 namStar(s)


Assalamualaikum & Hello.


I really don't know what I want to say. But, let me ramble here. Ok? Ok.

Growing up, I started to question myself about my purpose in life. My first answer is :
 To have a peaceful death. 

But, I've realized that I need something for my life too. My first answer is all about how I  wanted to end my life, not living it. That's wrong, so I started to create one more answer.

And that answer is:
To have a satisfying life.



I hate having regrets, you know. If something happens, I will just face it without saying " If only I've done that..." " If only I could have done better.." and etc. Because, I believe that what you give produce a deserving outcome from it. And I believe that, even though I've work it out somehow, but if fate doesn't allow me to have it so- there's must have been a better reason for me.
Why should I regret something if I know I,myself doesn't work hard for it. It's my fault so rather that crying about it, I have to get up and strive for a better future. Change myself and more.

And why should I regret something that already fated by Him that I should not have it? I might not understand my own situation but Allah did. So, instead I will keep believing that a better future awaits for me.

Once, I have met an older man than me that said he quit teaching because his students just keep on doing plagiarism. 

If you asked me, that's kind of action is kinda bit of a waste. 
You know that your students was doing plagiarism so why not try stopping them and show them the right way? 
If you just quit like that, they will keep on doing the wrong thing. And there's no stopping for it. 

It's a waste really. You turned your back from them and gave up on them. They might don't know how to do things properly that made them to do things wrongly. But, isn't a teacher supposed to lead them to the right way? 


Sometimes, I don't know guys. I have met many horrible adults this year and before.

The thing is, when we speak out, they tend to get mad and call us rude. They are adults, we are children. There's a difference that we have to keep. And we have to take care of their hearts than we did on ourselves. So, in the end, there are many bunch of adults out there that think how we are thinking is childish and immature. They goes on saying " I'm 35 and I have known this better..." and the talk goes on and on just to say that they are right. 

Sometimes, I've wanted to say this to them.
" Yes, you are an adult but age doesn't determine one's maturity. It's all about how further you can think and understand about things around you- and that's maturity. I have met an older person that still think immaturely and I have known a young person who can understand the society better. So, what if you have known better? So what if you have many experience? The truth is, we can think a better future for ourselves too. You're not God that know if we did this, we will crumble. If we did this, we will succeed. No. That's your experience, not our's. And here you goes saying that you will know what will happen to us if we did something differently. Yes, we need you as a guide but as long as the path we have chosen is a right and bright path, why not give us, your supports? We are going to become adults soon, too."

The little things, I can obey. But the big things - how we think, what we value - those you must choose yourself. You can't let anyone - or any society - determine those for you.




- Morrie Schwartz

You know what, I've always think that we are too fixated in one thing. We only care how others show themselves to us rather than think what else they can do. And after that, you got people that started to judge others and called them "useless". How sad a society like this. 

We never try to look at another people as an equal like us. We started to critique them and look for their weaknesses. But we are forgetting something- we forget that we are the same as them- we have weaknesses too but we tend to forget it and just look for our abilities. And we are unconsciously lead a sad life. 

What I think is, we should view others equally as we are. It doesn't matter if there's a difference between us- we are still humans- we have one heart and that's enough. After that, create a big family with those hearts. 


Wow, that's pretty lengthy and I guess I have to stop. Bye. 

Wealth is a nightmare. With each coveted thing we buy, we lose a thing we dream about.
- Francis Scott Key Fitzgerald.

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